17 weeks

well little sticky we are ticking over to 17 weeks. how fast has it gone? i really thought you were a goner i didnt think it get to hold u in my arms. but its happening in april 2011 i will be  a married woman and a mother of 4 beautiful children and i couldnt ask for any more of my kids. i love them so much. and im sure i will love you just as much.. i think u will be a bit special. you are the first baby i concieved out of love!

your daddy is super excited and is working 15 hour days to help support us. he is always so tired but i hope and pray we get through these next few months ok.

i have an ob appt next week and hopefully daddy can make it. im hoping that we will get to see you he hasnt seen u since 8 weeks.
anyway love you sticky.

should be 7 weeks..

well i should be nearly 7 weeks baby but last week at our scan you werent measuring that at all.. I just hope that you stick.. your my only hope right now.. everything else feels like its crumbling.. im totally confussed! this is crazy.. well keep sticking baby. I <3 U

67-672 grow baby grow

well bub you are sticking for now arent u? my levels are doubling every 1.5 days. so thats good here i was worrying i was about to take your daddy to a scan that wasnt viable. but it seems like the egg and the sperm match! now aslong as you are only one.. all will be good because if you are 2! your father is going in for a vasectomy! yes and im booking in for my tubes tied! no way am i having any more. anyway lets just focus on the now shall we?

wow you really are real baby! and im slightly starting to get excited. your auntie elissa was so good about it mind u im still not totally convinced.

anyway im off to put your big sister and brother to bed before your daddy gets home! i love him baby! and im sure you are going to be just as special as he is.. he is one awesome beautiful man baby! and your daddy is going to love you so  much! me first though! LOL

love you sticky

mummy and daddy

proof is on the stick!

here you go baby sticky and just incase we thought we were seeing things..... the proof is on the stick!

however that was done last week last sunday or saturday? i cant even remember when ever it was its still wrong it should say 3-4 on there but we will let the test decide on wednesday?

yes mummy and daddy get to see you for the first time on wednesday and i cannot for the life of me wait to see the look on your daddy's face when he sees you for the first time.

we are having a baby. and you are going to be very much loved!

love you sticky! already more than ill ever be able to tell u..

SURPRISE

well sticky baby..
you are definetly a surprise a big big surprise! so much for mummy and daddy's no sex before marriage promise. mind you u definetly were not immaculate conception.. you just happened to be before we made the promise. I have to say to me you are a bit of a miracle since the doctor told me i would need assistance in falling pregnant again. after 3 years of not having a cycle (mind u i had your brother in between then so 2 years with out a cycle)  and finally i get my period and then BAM you decided to stick! this is absolutely the best miracle to happen to me and i believe also to your daddy. whom by the way is also very excited. he already kisses my tummy and I think u are what he needs in his life. apart from mummy ofcourse.

Your news could not have come at a better time, Things have been so hard lately and i was losing hope of everything working out although mummy never stopped loving your daddy things with family situations what ever side they came from were getting out of control and i felt like i was ending up in the same situation i was in with your big brother. mind u its really not the same at all.

this time around i knew i loved your daddy and i know i will marry him. it's just that our plans need to change a bit and we will have to get married in january or something to enable enough time to settle into married life. which really i dont see how different it will be to now as your daddy is here full time now! and i LOVE waking up next to him every morning its awesome having morning snuggles..

your poor daddy has had so many changes happen in his life the last 4 months. 4 months ago he was a single man with out a worry in the world. spending his spare time online talking to his "ämerican friends" and just being a big kid! now all of a sudden he has Me your brothers and sister and our first born baby "ella" whom is meant to be our practice baby! you will love her when u grow up!

Your daddy is amazing! he has made your mummy a very happy woman! you will learn this as you grow up.
he is going to love you so so so much i can see it already the way he responded to the news and the way he looks at me when he walks in the door. he is excited i can see it. you are going to be one very lucky baby!

like i said your daddy is AMAZING!
he is kind and caring and loves your brothers and sister just as much as he will love you! you really are going to be one lucky baby you will come into a family full of love! i think if your sister was to have it her way she would want a little sister. and secretly your mummy although im not picky and would love u either way is quietly hoping you will be a girl. but i love my boys and boys are easier so i dont really mind. aslong as you are healthy and have everything u need to survive in the world!