SURPRISE

well sticky baby..
you are definetly a surprise a big big surprise! so much for mummy and daddy's no sex before marriage promise. mind you u definetly were not immaculate conception.. you just happened to be before we made the promise. I have to say to me you are a bit of a miracle since the doctor told me i would need assistance in falling pregnant again. after 3 years of not having a cycle (mind u i had your brother in between then so 2 years with out a cycle)  and finally i get my period and then BAM you decided to stick! this is absolutely the best miracle to happen to me and i believe also to your daddy. whom by the way is also very excited. he already kisses my tummy and I think u are what he needs in his life. apart from mummy ofcourse.

Your news could not have come at a better time, Things have been so hard lately and i was losing hope of everything working out although mummy never stopped loving your daddy things with family situations what ever side they came from were getting out of control and i felt like i was ending up in the same situation i was in with your big brother. mind u its really not the same at all.

this time around i knew i loved your daddy and i know i will marry him. it's just that our plans need to change a bit and we will have to get married in january or something to enable enough time to settle into married life. which really i dont see how different it will be to now as your daddy is here full time now! and i LOVE waking up next to him every morning its awesome having morning snuggles..

your poor daddy has had so many changes happen in his life the last 4 months. 4 months ago he was a single man with out a worry in the world. spending his spare time online talking to his "ämerican friends" and just being a big kid! now all of a sudden he has Me your brothers and sister and our first born baby "ella" whom is meant to be our practice baby! you will love her when u grow up!

Your daddy is amazing! he has made your mummy a very happy woman! you will learn this as you grow up.
he is going to love you so so so much i can see it already the way he responded to the news and the way he looks at me when he walks in the door. he is excited i can see it. you are going to be one very lucky baby!

like i said your daddy is AMAZING!
he is kind and caring and loves your brothers and sister just as much as he will love you! you really are going to be one lucky baby you will come into a family full of love! i think if your sister was to have it her way she would want a little sister. and secretly your mummy although im not picky and would love u either way is quietly hoping you will be a girl. but i love my boys and boys are easier so i dont really mind. aslong as you are healthy and have everything u need to survive in the world!